I am superlonely...

I am alone. I walk alone, i sleep alone, i eat lunch alone, i eat dinner alone, i shower alone, i talk alone,and i feel alone. I didn't really care much about company until i woke the other day and realized i was alone. 

I realized how it would feel to have someone to say good morning to. Someone who waits for me in the room when i come tired from my office and asks me,''How was your day? ''I look at back in my pass and i realize i was alone, i am alone and  in the future i don't want to be alone.

Now my life has changed. After this thought of loneliness hit my mind, my life is not about finishing my career and doing what i love. Now my life has become this journey. I go though the days and weeks and all i think about is someone. I don't who that someone is, i just know she makes feel complete. She makes me feel like i cant give up this journey till i get to where i want to be. Til i wake up in the mornings and have someone to say good morning. Someone to cook breakfast for, someone who wishes me a good day. And sometimes i just wonder if this is a never ending journey. If one day i'll actually give up and stop hoping. Now i dont' know if i should  sit here and wait for loneliness to pack her bags and leave or i should leave loneliness behind and get up and try to find someone. For now my shadow is the only one that walks beside me till then i am alone.